The Curse

I keep getting this grand idea that I want to write about, but I don't have the time to write about it. And now that I have just a little bit of time, I don't have the idea to write about.

 Of course there are a few things that I could write about. Like how I have 5 papers dues in the next 7 days. Or how I am advancing with a business idea that I think could change the world. Or how I launched my video series for Dating Zion, and I have all these grand ideas that I want to write about, yet I recently reached a point where I don't want to write about any of them, or at least not in the way I originally planned. There are article scheduled to launch already, but I'm not sure they're written in the way that they need to be.
The whole deal about this is that the way I write for Dating Zion has been as tender as possible. I don't want to offend anyone. I don't want people to think I'm a nut job for the things I say. I want them to actually use DZ instead of be repelled by it. I want it to change the world and get people to change their lives. But I don't think it's working out that way.

Dating Zion is too nice. It teaches people how to love, because most people don't know how to love. I know. I didn't. It took a shakeup to get me to realize that I was to blame and that it was time to learn this verb called love. But I think DZ's not what people want in this day and age. They say that Zion, pronounced another way, is Hev-on. And that it's antonym is hell, or sheol. I ought to make a Dating Sheol. I bet it would be quite successful. Probably the best site in Utah.
But I'm not a fence sitter. I couldn't do both. It's either DZ or DS, and I'd rather be known for DZ, even if the world isn't ready for love.

So just what DS be about? --It'd all be about giving people everything they want. Teach them what Lust is and what pleasure is. I'd teach people how to have AMAZING short term relationships and to give up morals. I'd tell people that Love wasn't necessary, but it could make your sex just a little better.
Yes. DS sounds like a good idea to me. And I'd teach guys and girls how to turn each other on--how the secret is to live in an in-between state where the person being turned on always questions whether they are going to get some action or not. It would be great fun, because that's all people care about.

They don't care about relationships. They just want to live in between horny and release. Why would they? Why would anyone want to have a relationship if every full moon they could find a kissing partner? Why would they if everyone else were in a mutual combination that they would aid them in maintaining balance between horny and release? Why would anyone care about anyone else if that person couldn't make them excited? Why would they care to cheer someone else up so that they'd stop drinking and smoking, when they themselves drank and smoke away their pains--It just turns sorrow into a party, and who doesn't love parties? --Makes you feel like you're important to be involved in a party. Gives you something to do. Hell, you could have a party every day and call it Sheol. But since you aren't dead yet we'll just call it lon, baby. "I love you baby, now let's go wed in lon on my bed.--They have a service every night." Oh, baby, lon's waiting. Let's go and be in Sheol.

No. I couldn't work for de devil that way. But enough fantasies.

I'm in the process of re-branding Dating Zion, I know where I would like to go, but I don't know how to get there. Basically, it seems chastizing people is the only way to go. Get them to feel horrible for doing things the way they do them. That's how preachers do it--they convince their members that they're wicked, and then get them all railed up and then convince them to donate to the church. That's the way to go.

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